A Poem About Anxiety

3 Feb

I’m afraid to live

and I’m afraid to die

I’ve got so much to give

and I don’t know why

I settle for less

when I want it all

I could climb so high

still I take the fall

Every time for you

It’s just no good

Tell me what to do

So it’s understood

I could grab it

If it weren’t out of reach

I could learn it

If only they’d teach

I could fake it

If I knew how to act

I could take it

If they knew the facts

I won’t let it take

the best part of me

I’ll bend, but not break

from my anxiety

Just wasting away

Inside my soul

Any moment now

I could lose control

How nice it would be

if life were fair

So much awaits me

but I just don’t dare

What if I lose hope

and never break through

So afraid to love

More afraid not to

Because I believe

though I know not why

That I wasn’t born

with wings that won’t fly

No more will I come

each time you call

Now that I know I can fly

fly before I fall

By: Me